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Saturday, January 9, 2010, 1:41 AM
New Position of Leadership
Especially after I'd told everyone my 'word from God'- that there are people who have to fill in temporarily in positions that they don't feel comfortable in. It's sometimes not that there isn't anyone else, but rather perhaps God wants you to have that temporary experience, which is going to be helpful in the long run. Me and my big mouth. When I said those words, I was thinking about another leader in particular, but then now it seems as though God is smirking and looking at me from the corners of His eyes. "Gotcha." I can't back down now, not after saying THOSE. And I'm sure that the 'word from God' was really a 'word from God' because I was hesitating about saying it out, and I told God, "God, if that was really You, then please make Jinho ask us if anyone has anything to share." Jinho did not, but Faith did. So? What to do lah now? I think I am now officially the co-leader of our youth group. (the other co-leader is Berto) I believe that I have the right to make a choice here. If I really don't want to do this, then I can tell them I don't want to. The problem is, when every road sign is pointing at a certain path that you really don't want to go down... Well, you still have the ability to go down the other path, but since all the road-signs point to the other one... AH just GO! I'm a very weird person. And I think I'm going to be a very weird leader, when compared to Jinho. Jinho's a total fireball (not my word. this is a term of endearment that the folks at LIFE camp gave him.) and me? a little Obviously, the entire glass of water will go down in temperature, thanks to the weird, bunny-shaped ice cube. Jinho the fire-ball will warm up the water, but now an ice-cube will be bringing everything down. So what can I do but pray that God will "SEND DOWN FIRE FROM HEAVEN!!!" (Elijah style) and heat up everything for us. Yeah, I know we've gotta do our part, pull our share of the load. God won't do everything for us. But if we really think about it, everything good we have is from God. Even that desire to worship Him is from Him. Sighs. God, there's just no escaping You, huh? :) Wait, where was I? Did I digress? I think I did. Anyway, I will graciously accept this new job. I think this is just a temporary thing, and someone better will step up to the leadership thing for UPC C.O.R.E. I don't think I'm a "OH YES we're going to do this, that, achieve this, that, goals blah blah, and let's pray to God about it so that He'll help us know whether this is His will..." You know, someone who sets visions. I like being a follower more. I get the directions, the orders, and I do my own thing according to that. Of course I'll have to work with others, but at some stage down the piramid, you'll have to handle a little load on your own. I think I'm a "YES SIR! OKAY SIR! But sir, if this? And that? OHHH.... OKAY! YES! Right away!" (am i really this obedient though? hehe.) Or maybe I just think I'm like that because I'm already used to taking orders from the Fireball. Whatever lah. For now, I'll just try my best, and ask God to lend me strength, courage and the nessecesry (HOW ON EARTH DO YOU SPELL NE-SE-SE-RI?? no Firefox here to help me) skills to do this. Maybe He'll give me the skills, or give me people who have the skills. MAY HIS WILL BE DONE! AMEN! |
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i am fearfully and wonderfully made. First Name? Carmelia; 杨 Last Name? Yong; 秋彤 Birthday? 6th of October, year 1992 Eyes? dark brown Hair? dark i am a rather eccentric person. i think too much sometimes. i'm a happy girl who can be very sad. i'm nice, but selfish. and oh, hello. :) carmeliayong.blogspot is where you are now. pictures and captions live here. articles and rantings live somewhere else. >>somewhere else<< planning to... 4♥ finish writing a novel 5♥ get my novel published 7♥ cook curry 8♥ bake cookies on my own 9♥ visit Cheshire Home 10♥ lose ten kilograms 11♥ go on vacation with friends 13♥ take picture with a mime artist 14♥ post first ever v-log 15♥ make a cloth doll 16♥ play an electric guitar 17♥ bring Bunny for a dry-clean session 18♥ straighten front teeth 19♥ get paid for a published article or story 20♥ write my very own blog layout html code 21♥ compose and write a song 22♥ visit Korea 23♥ visit Ireland 24♥ design and paint/wallpaper a room 25♥ get 99 roses 26♥ obtain two rabbits 27♥ sing and dedicate the song 'Smile' by Uncle Kracker to a loved one 28♥ dance with him ...but i forget about my 'plans' very soon anyway. |
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